Losing a family member isn't easy at all, especially since it was someone I looked up to, as well as someone who raised me, and my brothers. I lost someone very dear to me, my father. This impacted my life in many different ways. One of things that really impacted me the most was that I heard my father hit the wall when he fell to the floor. I know this might be very detailed but it is something that I had to go through. Growing up without a father is hard, but when you have 4 other siblings and a loving mother it makes it easier. I've always asked my mom, "why did he go, why did he have to go so soon?" She could never give me an answer because no one knew why he had passed away. It came to a point where I was at a very low point in my life.