The new that I am longing to experience is passing college with good grades and especially this course. I have been struggling with course a lot , having a lot of issues regarding time management . I cannot wait for that happy experience to pass college, but for now I am experiencing a lot of stress and tension regarding the same. It is not that I am not working hard , but I am experiencing problems to pen down my thoughts on time in this course. The new experience that I have been too afraid to pursue was a teaching experience. I have always wanted to take an initiative and teach underprivileged children who has no access to education or cannot afford it. I feel and am afraid that I need to have good grades to do that and thus, am afraid of taking this experience.